GEMINI: My Twin

You’re loving

Being through thick and thin, believing.                                       

Holding hands, blushing.               

Down the sloppy road, smiling.

You’re amazing

Standing as my pillar, strengthening

A pat on my back when I need one, encouraging

A call and you’re there, available

You’re GEMINI, my twin

Smart as hell, we are

Humourous, man of the year

Rebellious, sin in the air

Sweetest but unpredictable

Mind reading, so dangerous

Loyal till the end, fabulous

Am stupid: let u go

Had too much ego

Dint think of tomorrow, only now

Accounts for why I took a bow

Can’t be sorry, deed is done

moved on, so sure

Still happiness unassured

Am sorry….

Miss my twin, please come back

Growth…can’t turn back

Clothe me in your warmth

Satisfy my every desire but not my lust

Build back the walls, also the trust

Won’t leave again, 

Without you am lost

Shout out to all Geminis but sorry they’ll never have a twin like you.

Open letter to my boyfriend.

You are my first, I’m sure you know that

Reason I wonder why you treat me like trash

Think ure doing a great job but when I think about us, I feel so odd.

Still love you, dunno why 

Cos each time we just have to try

When u’d decide to acknowledge me, adore me like a queen

Faraway, out the door. Staying away for long, by then it’ll be done.

Hurting not part of the deal

Keep my heart, protect my seal 

Swept off my feet, no longer in your seat

Fanfare, carnivals, parties for my sake cos I am now his dame

My Sister’s Love

Yeah! He hit the spot, real hard I guess….

It was the first time I got to meet him cool, calm, suave was his thing.              Dint take a minute for me to be impressed, yes! I remembered mine and was depressed.                                   Talking opened my eyes to so much, wish I were the one who hit the jackpot.                                                       My sister, Oh! My sister, I went on behalf of my sister. It was a normal day but felt like easter.                            He is in love with her, I could see it in his eyes.Damn!! Talking about her made his temperature rise.                     The most amazing thing I have ever seen in my life. At that moment, I wished my life was a lie.

Little one its okay”, so I said from within, these guys would always come in between.                                     Am super happy for her, yes for my sister. Been on her cheer team since, so much clapping almost giving me a blister.                                                      Love  like never before, walking on the beach,sand in my feet.                     Don’t take it to another place cos this right here can never be cheap.             God bless beautiful mom, she did a good job. When next I see her, amma give her my longest hug😀                                        

Fighting with myself

I’ve not written any thing for months now and I must confess I have so much to say. It’s been a long time and as usual I’ll have something to say to defend myself “I was sick and had exams to write” SO?

Am so guilty. I can feel the guilt moving up to my throat. These past months have not been easy but that does not justify what so ever reason I can advance for stopping to do one of the things that keeps me sane.

Just from reading some posts made by an amazing blogger or rather two phenomenal bloggers. I must confess it has given me the chills. Know what? I’ll start writing again. I’ll try to scribble down my thoughts everyday with the hope of getting better with time. And oh!!!! I want to thank #kamgahasablog and #lonelyblueboy. You guys rock!!!!

Love, I leave you again…..

My dear, I leave you. Love, I leave you again.
You have been my pillar, a pillar which I did not deserve.
I have hurt you, countless times but you did not leave me.
Now I can’t bear this shame so I leave you.
I go away from you with my insecurities.
Life has taught me so many lessons, lessons that have made me treasure you less.
Lessons that have made me appreciate you less.
I pray you find happiness and forget your pain.
I pray you succeed and erase me from your brain.
The problem is not you, it’s me.
I free you, I let you go.
Goodbye my love, I hope we never meet again.

My thoughts.

Peace, nature, memories, joy.

Watching from my window pane, it was beautiful,
Every droplet fell to the ground with precision.
It seemed like they had taken the same decision, to stand by each other.
I suddenly reminisced the good times we shared.
Just like the droplets of the rain, we stood by each other.
Through thick and thin, we promised never to let go.
Then came the wind, it blew so hard that everything go mixed up, fear emerged, confusion set in.
The leaves got displaced in a flummoxed manner.
But all I could do was watch, that is what am good at, watching.
Immediately, calmness, things returned to normal, it was so quiet. Hope came back, peace restored, endless joy never to depart from us again.